Showing posts with label thoughts. Show all posts
Showing posts with label thoughts. Show all posts

Monday, October 26

A Long Time Coming

Well I haven't been here in awhile. Mostly because I have been so busy, but also because I just haven't felt the desire to come and write. Or at least when I did not on here. I have journaled quite a bit more then usual, mostly I think because I enjoy the pen and paper more. Yes I am a snob I know it, and I am somewhat proud of it. Mainly I think I am writing because I have started returning to a familiar place. With the onset of Autumn, which by the way sounds so much better then Fall, I have started to began my retreat inwards, my introverted journey inside myself. I am become vastly more self reflective and have been looking for an outlet. As I have been doing I normally would just write in my journal but after reading my old posts I have decided to put them up here along with a new quote that I feel perfectly describes how I feel.

I am writing this journal as though you might read it.
I have this desire for you to read this,
because it's those things that I mean to say, and never do.
It's who I feel I really am, but never show.

I just feel like maybe someone somewhere out there will be able to gain some sort of insight from my random ramblings. Here's to a new start and hopefully one that continues for longer than my last foray into this blog

Thursday, February 5

Late At Night

Life is strange.
This is less like my other posts,
I have nothing to rant and rave about.
I am just being open with who I am.
Right now it is 1:16 am and I can't sleep.
This is a usual occurrence; its not that I can't sleep or am not tired.
I just don't want to sleep.
There is something about the night that captivates me,
and keeps me awake.
I feel complete at night,
I feel at peace.
I feel alive
I could just sit here and listen to music until I fall asleep.
I think it is because the world turns off,
leaving just me to be myself.
I can't even describe it.
There is something that is awakened inside me.
A love for the night.


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